I don't understand what is happening?

(I never truly feel happy and I'm 14) Every now and again I start to feel empty, bored, deppressed and that my life sucks i have anxiety and I don't go to school - I go to a progam though for maths and English- I also vist my psychologist every month and my psychiatrist every six weeks, I have no real friends and I seem to fall in love with any boy who talks to me. What should I do to get rid of the feeling I have?